Chun says he will suicide if his wife dies; believes his wife will not marry again if he dies

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After filming upcoming movie “Butterfly Lovers”, Chun talks about the plot of the movie when he and Charlene commits suicide. He said that because he really entered into the situation, he painfully thinks back to when his mother passed away. In real life, would you die for love? Chun immediately replies, “Yes! If my wife dies, I will suicide. The person who leaves us experiences the most pain, because he/she is being forced to leave. Facing death, she will be scared, I don’t want her to be scared, so I will die with her to give her courage.”

Mother ill, hid this for 10 years

Chun says that he will never forget the past when his mother hid her illnesss. He says, “She was ill for 10 years, at first we all didn’t know. I left the country and went abroad to study for 5 years, even when my mum gradually got skinnier and skinnier, I didn’t notice anything wrong. Not until I graduated, and my big sister got married, my mother told us that she had only half a year’s time. These 10 years, she was scared we would notice anything, so when we were at home, she would bring us water to drink every night.”

Losing his mother, hurt so much that he does not want to be human

Chun was upset and angry at himself for being so stupid for 10 years. When his mother eventually told him that she only had half a year’s time left, he took her to various countries for medical treatment. Once, when in Moscow (capital of Russia), he witnessed the doctor opening a hole in her, and sticking some tubes into her to help treat the cancer, without any anesthetic being used at all. That time, he really felt his mother’s pain, and mentioning this, Chun has a painful expression on his face and holds back tears. Chun says that after his mother passed away, he really “hated life”, and there was one point when he hurt so much that he didn’t want to be human anymore.

Single-minded dedication to love

Chun decides to “die for love”, and oppositely, will he want his loved one to die with him? He says, “I don’t need this kind of courage, she does not need to die with me, as long as she is happy and I will always be in her heart.” If he dies first, can she marry again? Chun looks startled and shouts, “Impossible, impossible!” He deeply believes that his loved one will never love anyone else and won’t marry to anyone else, from this we can see Chun’s single-minded dedication to love.